It's probably pretty obvious that we've had alot of change happening lately.
New baby. New city. New house. New jobs. New age-related decade (our 30's). New lifestyle without our much-loved network of friends nearby. New, new, new.
I have been reminded lately, by our blog's usual author, that I "just don't handle change well." He's right. I'm pretty awkward at it.
While I do enjoy new experiences, I'd pretty much be perfectly content having lived in the same house, in the same city, with the same friends, going to the same church, and working in the same place for a very long time. Those that knew me growing up would say that's not a shock -- I lived in the same house, had pretty much the same friends, went to the same church and same school up until college. Guess it's not my fault that I crave "traditions" and continuity as an adult, too.
All of this leads me to the not so obvious changes that have also been going on all in the past week. Eden has made a sharp turn to nursing less (spurred mainly by my return to working outside of the house with all the orientation stuff this week), and she finally simply got too big for the co-sleeper beside the bed. [Don't worry ... she slept in a swaddle so both arms weren't out while she slept at night] [[Click here for pics of Eden in the co-sleeper at 1 week and at 3 months]]
So, we stuck to our plan and purchased a new crib now that we're in the new house.
Night 1, Monday: The crib was next to the wall at the foot of our bed.
Night 2, Tuesday: I moved it to the wall on my side of the bed. Night 1 was too much change, too fast.
Here are some pics of Eden exploring her new little world ... with spit-up of course because we can't have photos without it these days.
Don't get me wrong, I LOVE the new crib, and I know it's better for Eden [at least once she gets used to it]. It's just that all this change is alot to take at once, especially for someone who "doesn't handle it well." So, if you feel inclined, please send some positive thoughts and prayers my way as I make it through this adjustment time.
I know things will feel great again; I just have to get through the change.
8 comments:
You will get through these changes and before you know it everything will feel normal again! Happy thoughts and lots of love are being sent your way!
Elizabeth
I'll be praying for peace and comfort for you and Graham and Eden among all the change. It's a LOT to take on in such a short amount of time, and it's perfectly natural to feel a bit overwhelmed by it all. Thinking of you and glad you've made it back to the South!
Big changes are hard - but you'll be fine. :) You'll get into a routine soon enough and feel like yourself again.
BTW - 'change' is a baby's middle name. But don't worry; most of the changes are all for the better! (She'll just continue getting cuter and doing more amazing things!)
Is that the Ocean crib from Baby's Dream?
After reading your entry, it made me think of a book that I like. "Don't sweat the small stuff..." There is a part that talks about being open to "what is", and it reads...."Surrender to the moment, accept what is going on, make it okay, more peaceful feelings will begin to emerge." There are so many moments to look forward to....hang in there sweetie!
Hang in there girl, I know EXACTLY what you are talking about. I'm in the same boat right now and it is a daily struggle. I know that once things get settled and we get back into a normal routine it will get better. However, your little girl will constantly be changing and while it is sad to pack away the cute little newborn clothes and move them to bigger beds (Caroline just began sleeping in a toddler bed), they soon embark upon another cute stage that you couldn't have imagined would be so much fun. In the meantime, I have found alot of comfort in my new devotional book entitled "Streams in the Desert". Check it out!
look at her cute little butt! ha. Don't worry...things'll be good and fun in a little bit of time. Adjusting always takes time. Hopefully you can find someone to watch cable tv with if your's isn't already hooked up! :)
Ashley and Graham,
I like to think that with change comes the chance for growth. Also, just think of your first few weeks in Lafayette. No doubt they were filled with the same fears and doubts, but after a few years here, think of how hard it was to leave. LSU and Baton Rouge will embrace you just as you embrace all of us who are privileged to be your friends. And remember it's OK to be emotional and have a mixture of feelings of excitement about the new location and sadness as you miss your old apt and community. Find comfort in knowing that we miss you, too. :)
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